piglet's alter ego

Rich ppl r busy

2009-11-12T16:00:00.000+08:00

WTF.

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Been feeling like this for quite a while.

2009-11-11T15:49:00.000+08:00

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years

Steady hands just take the wheel
Every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal
For the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh

Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see?

They're tryin' to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could
Steady feet, don't fail me now
I'm gonna run till you can't walk
Something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I'e become what I can't be, oh

Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What you need, what you need
What you need

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see?

(stop and stare - one republic)

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Dreadful

2009-11-09T13:33:00.000+08:00

I was planning for my time off and annual leave, a supposedly joyful activity was a dreadful ordeal to accomplish.

My time is limited and my rest is compromised by the amt of predictable work I have to complete before I leave for Cambodia.

On the car ride back to office with a colleague, he reflected that the workload is actually very manageable at our organisation. I don't know if i feel the same; it's either I'm being a whiney brat or there might be a problem with my productivity.

But, whatever...

Another worthless post.

In love..

2009-10-30T15:54:00.000+08:00

I am a techy. :p

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loneliness

2009-08-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

i got this off the show that i'm currently watching, this particular phrase which the guy said made me pause and i realise i really liked the way he expressed himself...

"在遇上你之前，我都是我行我素...

在遇上你之候，我开始懂得什么叫孤单...

这是种好的变化，还是种怀的变化，我已经再也分不清..."

he never realised what was missing until he met her. what if he never did?

is emptiness/loneliness a state of mind?

stubborn or just being plain stupid...

2009-08-03T22:20:00.000+08:00

people who sees me often wld know how much i want to get a new phone... but up til now, i'm still stuck with my sony ericsson z610i. the last i checked, the trade-in value is $10, it's pretty much a worthless phone by now.

with all the big hoo haa about iphone, it is definitely one very very convenient choice. it's cheaper now, it is very user friendly, it's whatever you want of a phone, except for the size.

i'm convince how great iphone is, i really am. but... out of spite? or stubborness? i don't know, but there's this feeling deep down that the more desirable (perceived) it is, the less likely that i'd pick it up.

i know this probably has no link, but i simply not ready to conform (disclaim: no offense to iphone users). to be honest, i rather get a htc or another sony or even LG (no offense to LG users (and why am i doing this on my own blog?)). almost 40% of the people i know has an iphone.

i hate being a follower... but we're all followers in one way or another whether we like it or not. the only way out is to isolate ourselves from the rest of the world and start believing that we live in vacuum of others. whilst i may be a 宅女 in many ways, but still believe in human interactions.

then again what has this got to do with whether i'm getting iphone or not?

the link isn't very clear, but who cares.

wikipedia has an iphone, it makes me more hesitant to get it.

i was thinking htc magic, but vin the man say it sucks...

stubborness gets nobody anywhere...

are you happy?

2009-07-30T00:42:00.004+08:00

these few days of unexpected break really did gave me ample time to think about stuffs. stuffs about life, about work... about relationship...

some ppl may say if u believe in what u are doing ur pay don't matter, but what if one day u find that u are not earning enough; u start noticing how miserable ur pay is, how your office culture disgust you, does it mean that u dun believe in what you do anymore?

i believe it's hardly the case, but we've all got to face it... can passion alone feed u? (of cos we are not talking about lawyers, doctors and the likes of it..)

at the end of the day, if you are hungry; be it biological, psychologically or socially, 'happiness' is far-fetch.

are you happy?

being immerse in work has made me oblivious to things that are happening in my life. even though at the back of my mind, i know these people will always be there. sometimes i would talk myself into believing that they are, too, busy with their own life. but isn't it how, people gradually grow apart?

the truth is, i know people around me are being very understanding of the circumstance that i am in. there is also the 'expectation' that they would be, as they can see for themselves how much time i spend at work. i admit that i had said things like "i'm so tired, why dun they understand?" but on hindsight, I also asked myself, am i also being understanding to them?

it just so happens that when time is at stake, between all the other commitments, somehow work has to come first, by default. it's usually your friends and family's time being compromised. you then comfort yourself by say 'i'll make it a point to hang out with them next week'. but by next week, you'll say 'i finally got a weekend off, maybe i should just spend it doing nothing'.

all those talks about work-life balance... unless you make work your life... otherwise... i really have no idea how anyone can get away with it.

the answer is.. i'm grateful for the nice people i meet at work who makes it easier to bear... but i believe i can be happier...

hence...

it's really only a matter of time.

i just have to decide how soon.

take a good look around...

2009-07-20T00:04:00.002+08:00

the world does not revolve around you

everybody deserves a living...

please give us a break

对‘有钱人’的看法

2009-07-19T23:51:00.002+08:00

所谓的‘有钱人’有两种

一中是靠自己的血汗换来的，对这些人，我非常佩服。但也要对他们说声‘don't forget how you got there’

另外一种是我个人非常有意见的，那就是‘含着金钥匙出生’的那一类型。

以为自己‘老北’，‘老布’有几个臭钱就拽个不行。

一副瞧不起人的嘴脸，说话没有分寸，以为有钱就可以解决问题，真的很令人憎恶。

做人‘aga aga’就好。

厉害自己去赚啦！

*三字经*

harvest

2009-07-15T23:12:00.003+08:00

you know you have done something good when...

in the beginning,

(first 5 min of the home visit)

"你要走了没有?"

now,

(after an hour)

"你要走了meh? 这么快?"

this is when I know it's harvest time; time to reap the good seeds that i've sowed.

all the hard work, indeed paid off, and it's worth every minute of my miserable life.

now its just time to make sure that I keep the weevils away; away from contamination.

broken tap

2009-07-09T22:35:00.003+08:00

最近因为家里发生了一些事情，使得我心情很郁闷。

人若对事物有所期望，就必为期望做好失望的心理准备。

不知怎么的，对那些关系越密切的人，要求总是比较高一些。

难道真的是我庸人自扰吗？

不知不觉地，我的水龙头似乎坏掉了。

meer cat

2009-06-12T02:50:00.002+08:00

最近的哇哩在忙什么呢?

2009-05-24T21:33:00.001+08:00

今天的哇哩粉不爽

2009-05-12T23:54:00.002+08:00

some ppl are just full of shit...

instead of doing what they are suppose to do, they simply take credits for other people's work.

such people ought to be slap left, right centre!

Angry but can't do anything shit about it... life goes on, even with the existence of such assholes around. They just shit around, and some stupid ppl like me, will go around cleaning up after them.

This is the worst of the shit kind... the lao sai kind... cannot hold, cannot tahan, just comes at your straight in the face... cannot siam...

haiz~

i love my job, i really do.. but this is really not helpful...

if i like to clean shit, i wld have applied to be a toilet cleaner in the first place.

sorry for the shitty blog.. but life's full of shit these days...

哇哩的最爱

2009-05-11T00:19:00.002+08:00

今天的哇哩...

2009-05-05T23:43:00.002+08:00

母亲节要到了...

2009-05-04T22:23:00.001+08:00

要买什么好嘞...?

哇哩的一天

2009-05-03T23:13:00.004+08:00

还以为今天去逛街可以满载而归...

结果嘞...

什么都没买...

对于 “猪流感”的看法...

2009-05-02T16:39:00.002+08:00

wind

2009-05-02T15:59:00.002+08:00

最近肠胃不好，肚子里面在刮龙卷风。

pig's dream

2009-05-01T21:45:00.002+08:00

the weather

2009-05-01T19:08:00.003+08:00

where's my tail?

2009-05-01T15:43:00.004+08:00

最近常常有着这样的一个想法 - 是我的问题吗？

为何我要为别人的问题而感到困扰

我自己的东西都还没时间做，还要忙着帮人家擦屁股。

嗨。。。无奈。。。

why so serious?

2009-05-01T01:58:00.007+08:00

i really enjoyed my sculpting lessons.

my teacher said the sculpture has a tendency to look like the person who made it. *shrugs, shivers down the spine*

that's about it, my 20 sessions of character design course is over.

feeling a little unwilling, i really had fun, and learnt new things. I guess my brain was stimulated quite intensively, and it really helped in my productivity at work.

then again, now that it's over, i'll have more time. hope i'll feel less tired from now on.

hope that years down the road, i can continue to pursue this interest.

what motivates you?

2009-04-30T00:38:00.002+08:00

as the going gets tough, chances are we forget about how it all begin.

what you used to feel strongly for goes into a state of blur.

recently, this thought had been bugging me. besides working hours, i've made exceptions.

my working hours is no longer defined by the routine, but more defined by the situation. it can get quite tiring, and trying for my soul.

on top of the stuffs i had to do, i have to manage relationship with people i work with. what's going on isn't really helping the situation. i'm done complaining about how someone perpetually made her problem my problem, so until i get provoked again. I shall hold me peace.

that's besides the point...

the point is... just as i was reaching the bottle neck, my motivation beckoned to me through a comment made by a student.

at least i know that what i've gone through is not in vain.

at least there are people who appreciates the effort

no matter how hopeless it may seem at times, always try to look out for the silver lining.

i really have to thank this student for making my day, and finding what i thought was lost.

it's there; buried by my delusion.

i'm in love...

2009-04-20T23:43:00.003+08:00

with Tony Tony Chopper!!

he's a reindeer with a blue nose.

that might be the first thing that other notice about him.

he never knew how special he was until someone gave him something to feel good about himself...

while he slowly learn to accept himself for who he is, the journey is not an easy one.

although he's not much, in terms of size, and depended on the others to protect him, when the occasion calls for, he does not hesitate to defend.

he never thinks that he's ever good enough, little did he know that he is an important part of the picture.

for a better cause, he conquer his fears... and prove himself otherwise.

brave and humble.

anal

2009-04-20T23:41:00.002+08:00

what is the correlation between being anal and constipation?

vivi girl

2009-04-12T15:26:00.003+08:00

not perfect yet...

trying to achieve the effect of something i saw on some book cover, but still short of something...

有没有那个 FU

2009-04-07T22:51:00.001+08:00

playing with my new toy

2009-04-05T15:23:00.003+08:00

altered

SHIT~

2009-04-03T00:05:00.001+08:00

simply weird

2009-04-02T23:55:00.002+08:00

there are all sorts of weird people in this world...

my word of advice - beware

today is a super suay day

2009-03-30T22:37:00.002+08:00

apart from the fact that i was so busy i barely had time to pee...

i was late for meeting in school; got off at the wrong stop, dashed across the road dangerously, saw the TP, and thought he was going to stop me for jay walking (but didn't), ran and sweat like a pig in the meeting room, had a fly hovering over me as i speak...

-____-"

almost died in there...

rushed for lesson after work, and cut myself with my own finger nail and blood flowed endlessly from the open wound.

really want to cry sia...

but i guess things turn out fine during the lesson. the lecturer was really experienced.

digressing...

sometimes ppl do things for the sake of doing it... and it turns out that everything is just a waste of time.

my humble attempt

2009-03-26T00:12:00.003+08:00

a new course...

2009-03-23T23:07:00.002+08:00

i finally got my ass down to doing something i really like.

for i've procrastinated for way too long.

digressing, i wonder why some people think you should do things for them like you owe them?

what's with the tone? I mean you could have leave it as an option rather than presenting your statement with the assumption that the other person has no choice but to oblige.

too bad for those who take things for granted, things do come at a price (monetary or not). favours are for those who are deserving...

digressing again, some people are just so full of themselves. is TMD BTH lor... if i didn't have the whole day, i won't sit around listening to your life stories...

and please... 琼瑶 are so yesterday... dun be so draggy can?

*slaps forehead*

你开心吗？

2009-03-06T10:16:00.000+08:00

今天读了一篇文章，让我感同身受。

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/millieian/21092950

mr ear piece

2009-03-02T22:45:00.000+08:00

went kaput again...

=(

more than 2 litres of water

2009-03-02T00:29:00.002+08:00

但是为什么还是这么硬？

丸子boys

2009-02-28T23:37:00.002+08:00

饭团仔

2009-02-28T23:36:00.003+08:00

wabbit 公仔

2009-02-28T22:35:00.005+08:00

造句 with "Jar-null" & "no-no"...

2009-02-24T23:54:00.002+08:00

A: Jar-null lat one is her boyfliend ar?

B: no-no leh...

paddlepop

2009-02-24T23:52:00.001+08:00

my sister said it looked like a paddle pop

dinner mat

2009-02-24T23:46:00.003+08:00

i was looking for something to place my dinner, so that in case the soup splash, i won't have it all over my table...

usually i will go for scrap pieces of paper, but i couldn't find any.

so i took something from uncle's work station, and modify it a little...

and i have my very own dinner mat.

wanted to add more stuffs onto it, but it's getting late...

time for bed

another time perhaps...

parting is never easy

2009-02-19T12:33:00.002+08:00

i was proud of myself for not wailing like a baby...

all good things must come to an end.. the sentence doesn't even make sense to me, but tt's part of the so called realities that i have come to known.

even though we've been taught not to get TOO emotionally attached, but i plunged in anyway.

and now i'm reaping 'fruits' of the seeds that i've sowed...

more to come

digressing

it's really not as easy to upgrade as it sounds... some of us get stuck in an older version because it works for us. but what's wrong with that?

my ipod is my only friend

2009-02-19T12:08:00.004+08:00

only my ipod understands me, it will know i'm sad and play me the songs i want to listen to.

my ipod knows i love it all the same, even though i don't tell it all the time.

my ipod knows i'm thinking about it, even though we may not see each other everyday.

my ipod knows i care.

my ipod is a good listener, i can always count on it to make me feel better.

my ipod is always there for me, when i needed.

when nobody wants me anymore, i will always have my ipod...

thank you...

it's not enough to know your mistakes

2009-02-17T10:38:00.002+08:00

as it's even harder to forgive yourself

may the lesson be learnt

that's why i keep to myself

2009-02-17T10:29:00.001+08:00

so easy...

2009-02-12T10:10:00.000+08:00

to say 'i don't know' to everything...

sadness is...

2009-02-12T00:09:00.002+08:00

when u run out of dahfa

=(

ppl say...

2009-02-12T00:05:00.001+08:00

i am a boney big headed with short muscular legs

but i'm not a hobbit!

shokudo's pork 'chor'

2009-02-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

that f**king piece of meat was so thick and dry and hard.

if i threw it at someone, i might crack his skull.

please DO NOT ORDER shokudo's kinoki pork chop (chor).

unless u like ur meat tough or u have 'metal teeth'.

tantrum

2009-02-04T22:39:00.000+08:00

i want dahfa dahfa dahfa!!!

my favourite snack

2009-02-03T22:51:00.001+08:00

DAHFA DRIED FISH FILLET!!!

是你变了吗？

2009-01-30T20:41:00.003+08:00

is it just me, or are you different?

i know you cannot become who we expect u to be

and our expectations have failed us, not you...

nevertheless, the feelings and emotions are genuine

the loser can't tell you how she feels, so please forgive that we fail to be understanding enough when you most needed

如今已无法挽回，不如就接受现实。

与其想着以往的美好，不如想该如何把未来变得更美好。

my 1 and 2 halves

2009-01-30T20:35:00.003+08:00

while somethings maybe beyond our control, all things happen for a reason.

he made me realised that everyone has a story to tell...

she makes a good companion and is there for me all the time...

last but not least, he helped me to look at things positively and realised that things are not as bad as it seemed...

you'll learn that you've gained more than you think you have if you can just open your mind. so what if your brain falls out, at least you can take break from thinking...

well before i forget

2009-01-30T20:34:00.001+08:00

moomoo moo moo moomoomoomoo!!!

termination

2009-01-30T20:30:00.002+08:00

Every end is a new beginning

communicating with her...

2009-01-25T03:03:00.002+08:00

did i not try hard enough or am i not trying at all...

what is so difficult about it?

the worse thing is the realisation that it has gotten harder throughout the years.

is it time to move on?

Loewe

2009-01-23T22:26:00.003+08:00

i love the limited edition...

longans

2009-01-23T22:15:00.003+08:00

my sister ask me why i so bo liao...

time of the year...

2009-01-20T23:04:00.004+08:00

we're going to see daddy again...

beginnings

2009-01-13T11:39:00.001+08:00

选择了，就去面对，请别忘记了自己的初衷。

piglet's oink

2009-01-13T01:14:00.000+08:00

woke up on sunday morning and tried to speak...

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nothing...

CNY songs!!!

2009-01-13T01:13:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!

but I just can't help swinging and singing along...

i'm must be really sick

new year resolution(s)

2009-01-13T01:03:00.003+08:00

since everyone's talking about having new year resolution, so, why not...

eat healthy

sleep early

exercise weekly

complain less

be even more positive

give constructive comments, be less critical

be even more appreciative of people around me

go greener

put on weight

eat more veges (contradicts with being green in a way, but what the heck)

start a business; be my own boss (long term plan, not that i dislike my current job, but it's something i want)

shit

tsk tsk tsk...

2009-01-05T00:42:00.000+08:00

so many lizards...

one of these days, i'm going to step on one of them...

>_<

comes with age

2009-01-03T18:26:00.001+08:00

people change...

my leave

2009-01-03T18:25:00.001+08:00

2 weeks down to 2 days

it's bullshit

2008-12-12T13:55:00.000+08:00

but you can't ignore it...

because it's unsightly and it stinks...

zen said

2008-12-02T00:05:00.000+08:00

"acheivement comes when you don't think about it"

useless emotion: regret

2008-11-30T18:33:00.001+08:00

but you can't help it...

如果，早知道...

there are no such things...

lost

2008-11-30T18:30:00.002+08:00

is when u have second thoughts about what you do..

when u don't know what you do is good enough.

it's when u think u should have done something else, but don't know what...

is when the uneasiness haunt your waking hours and affect ur sleep...

i've been busy...

2008-11-14T22:14:00.003+08:00

trying to find something.

what i was trying to find...

was me...

so did you find it?

no, not yet...

2nd attempt

2008-11-09T00:44:00.001+08:00

8 points...

woohoo...!!

8 hrs

2008-11-06T23:47:00.002+08:00

is the (average) time we spend asleep...

but the impact of this mere 8 hrs on the 16 hrs we spend awake is far greater than you can ever imagine...

我们是不同世界的人

2008-10-23T23:57:00.001+08:00

谢谢你带我到你的世界走了一圈...

下次,换你来我的世界吧...

welcome to my world

piglet's tree

2008-10-19T19:55:00.001+08:00

new environment...

2008-10-13T22:01:00.002+08:00

be careful what you wished for... it may just happen.

i dunno if it's a good 'move', but i guess there's no turning back for now. At least for the next 2 years. So we shall just see what happens.

perhaps if i keep an open mind, i may reap more than what i think i wld...

nevertheless, a small part in me is at peace finally.

apart from the new environment, my life have been quite interesting recently. i found answers to some of the lingering questions.

i now know the truth of patience...

sorry

2008-09-26T00:42:00.001+08:00

我没有办法为你感到高兴...

bye bye

2008-09-16T22:16:00.001+08:00

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me alive
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye) [x3]
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

annoying people...

2008-09-16T22:14:00.002+08:00

they exist to make your life more interesting.

we should be thankful.

memories...

2008-09-07T01:02:00.001+08:00

是可怕的...

尤其是最美好的...

the dilemma of desire... and the reality

2008-09-07T00:47:00.005+08:00

i saw a pair of shoes that i like a few months ago, but i didn't buy it...

the next time i want to get a pair of shoes, i went back to the same place, but it's not there anymore.

i looked high and low with the hope of finding the same pair or something similar, but no such luck...

few months later, i found a similar pair. for the fear of missing it again, i bought it.

but, the more i look at it, i asked myself, do i really like it that much?

now... the question is...

do i want to look pretty in a pair of uncomfortable shoes, or should i settle for otherwise?

we think we do... but do we really know what we want?

as i reflect back, i realised that i've been trying to live up to a self fulfilling prophecy that is constructed by none other than yours truly.

what is the reality? whose reality? how is this reality significant to me?

i had the chance, but i did not grab it. i didin't know i want it so badly until i realise what i've been doing to find it. when i finally found it, and got it, it doesn't seem to be what i want. having it doesn't change the fact that i still don't have what i want... what am i looking for now?

i hate going for hair cuts...

2008-08-28T23:26:00.000+08:00

maybe it's time to change my hair dresser...

drift

2008-08-26T11:26:00.000+08:00

怎么感觉越来越遥远了？

i'm a bull frog...

2008-08-19T23:25:00.004+08:00

You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware; it is easy for you to fall in love....

so freaking true can!

*ribbit ribbit*

想象和现实总是有着一定的距离

2008-08-17T12:21:00.002+08:00

想得再美，也是空欢喜一场

要的得不到，不想得到的却迎面而来，散也散不掉

what to do?

就只能时而望梅止渴，时而 act blur...

在不然就让悲愤化成力量，全神贯注的做我最擅长的，再说一些欺骗自己的话语敷衍了事

过了今天，明天还是得面对

逃避是暂时的办法，希望能早日得到释放

oh... children...

2008-08-13T00:50:00.001+08:00

so cute right...!

>_<

coming with age...

2008-08-12T11:31:00.004+08:00

less mindful of how others look at or think about me

bolder with your words, definitely thicker skin

stop beating around the bush

probably have fewer acquaintance but more friends

need more sleep

prefer warm drinks to cold

stay at home more

weaker immune system

start liking food like 'dao gua', 'dao pok', 'dao kee', etc.

appreciate the people around me more

feels like I have less than 24hrs a day, and constantly need more time

want to look for partners who can provide a sense of security (emotionally, financially.. in almost every aspect), looks are probably still important for that first impression, but fades after that initial stage.

immaturity annoys me

bimbotic songs are for comic relief; tend to like songs with lyrics that I can relate to

probably don't care whether the person reading my blog now agrees with what i've written so far

but... i still love piglet!!

^_^

劳碌命

2008-08-10T00:28:00.001+08:00

just when i think i can take a break... my immune system fail me.

i'm finally going!

2008-08-04T00:11:00.002+08:00

booked the tix for the vietnam trip on saturday's natas fair.

not as cheap as i have imagined it to be, but this is the only way that can get us to where we want.

a part of me still can't believe it's really happening, but it's something that i've been wanting to do for a long time.

jy was right when she said that we shld go with an open mind, not to expect too much.

^_^

你只有一个

2008-07-28T23:33:00.000+08:00

你看你眉头都打结了
你熟悉的坚韧到哪去了
别因时光而磨损

快找回那自信的眼神
不要因为爱错了一个人
就否决爱美好的可能

不管如何
都不要忘记你是最好的
要相信
你绝对有幸福的资格

你只有一个独一无二
他不懂珍惜是他太笨
有多少人等着
要做你最最在乎的人

你只有一个那么独特
你值得你期盼的快乐
当你不再非他不可了

一定会找到珍惜你的人
全世界就非要你不可

Garlic

2008-07-09T23:08:00.002+08:00

i seriously think i'm allergic to it. even though i have no clinically proven it to be so.

not only does it make the breathe stinks overnight, it churns up everything else that's in me. I even gag when i could taste the slightest of it...

my english goes all hay wired when i talk about it.

that's how allergic i am to it. I shall never ever be associated with that potent little thing (if i can help it) as of today.

shoo garlic.. shoo shoo... go get a life...

my sister say...

2008-07-09T23:05:00.001+08:00

"don't scratch your head... you look stupid..."

on the 28th of june...

2008-07-06T03:13:00.000+08:00

miss invisible..

2008-07-03T22:19:00.001+08:00

Theres a girl
Who sits under the bleachers
Just another day eating alone
And though she smiles
There is something just hiding
And she cant find a way to relate
She just goes unnoticed
As the crowd passes by
And she'll pretend to be busy
When inside she just wants to cry
She'll say...

Chorus

Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little closer, I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes
Take another look at the face of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little harder and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day
When you'll ask her her name

The begining, in the first weeks of class
She did everything to try and fit in
But the others they couldnt seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surface
And she would close her eyes when they left and she fell down the stairs
And the more that they joked
And the more that they screamed
She retreated to where she is now
And she'll sing...

Chorus

Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little harder I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes
Take a little look at the face of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day that you will ask her...her name

And one day just the same as the last
Just the days been in counting the time
Came a boy that sat under the bleachers just a little bit further behind...

what makes me happy?

2008-07-02T22:35:00.003+08:00

waking up from a good night of rest

great weather

hitting the high pitch of a song that i've been trying to for a long time

no. 123 and 65

good hair days

good complexion days

laughters

crying without having to hold back

knowing the people i care for are safe

great food

catching a good movie

spending quality time with family and friends

shopping

getting what i want without having to ask for it

i don't get cramps at that time of the month

no coughs or flu

knowing that someone out there cares for me

time offs

when i get inspirations

be appreciated

when i discover a new scent of perfume

love and be love..

discovering a new side of me...

2008-06-23T22:21:00.002+08:00

not sure if i'm into this evolution and revelation of myself, but i'm starting to feel a change in the way i think and the response that follows.

the change is not drastic, yet i am able to feel the impact of it.

being the placater for the most part of my life, i feel that i often discredit myself by allowing my own views to be subdue by overpowering voices.

perhaps as time passes, i've also realised the redundancy of trying to please everyone but myself. time is obviously not in my favour, trying too hard in maintaining that status quo is not a pragmatic move for now.

despite what the others might think about me, an evaluation of my current position portrays myself as someone who lacks vigor.

wonder if this could also mean a progressive shift of my framework in relation to the way i live my life, that will potentially reap outcomes that are less demeaning for me as an individual.

romance movies...

2008-06-22T22:53:00.002+08:00

make people want to fall in love...