loneliness

i got this off the show that i'm currently watching, this particular phrase which the guy said made me pause and i realise i really liked the way he expressed himself...


"在遇上你之前，我都是我行我素...

在遇上你之候，我开始懂得什么叫孤单...

这是种好的变化，还是种怀的变化，我已经再也分不清..."


he never realised what was missing until he met her. what if he never did?


is emptiness/loneliness a state of mind?

stubborn or just being plain stupid...

people who sees me often wld know how much i want to get a new phone... but up til now, i'm still stuck with my sony ericsson z610i. the last i checked, the trade-in value is $10, it's pretty much a worthless phone by now.

with all the big hoo haa about iphone, it is definitely one very very convenient choice. it's cheaper now, it is very user friendly, it's whatever you want of a phone, except for the size.

i'm convince how great iphone is, i really am. but... out of spite? or stubborness? i don't know, but there's this feeling deep down that the more desirable (perceived) it is, the less likely that i'd pick it up.

i know this probably has no link, but i simply not ready to conform (disclaim: no offense to iphone users). to be honest, i rather get a htc or another sony or even LG (no offense to LG users (and why am i doing this on my own blog?)). almost 40% of the people i know has an iphone.

i hate being a follower... but we're all followers in one way or another whether we like it or not. the only way out is to isolate ourselves from the rest of the world and start believing that we live in vacuum of others. whilst i may be a 宅女 in many ways, but still believe in human interactions.

then again what has this got to do with whether i'm getting iphone or not?

the link isn't very clear, but who cares.




wikipedia has an iphone, it makes me more hesitant to get it.



i was thinking htc magic, but vin the man say it sucks...



stubborness gets nobody anywhere...